sighing

i felt like i lost everything. everything! they don't know how i feel. they think i can stand it by myself. no, i'm not! i can't. by the time this prob becomes more complicated, i felt like a loser. the way she talked, the way they think of me, i know that i am not a good person to be with. such an annoying person maybe. 

i am not a person who loves to create trouble or i hate saying that i am a troublemaker. i hate to make that problem to be more complicated. it will just make me so hard to stand on it. as a human being, we're weak. so do i!  but Allah gives us strength to stay calm to face all the challenges. we need supports from each other to find the solutions together. 

frankly speaking, i think i failed to be 'that so good' to you. their jovial acting has lost because i was the cause.

p/s: oh, i'm almost forgotten. daddy, happy birthday!

Y.