DM

oh no man. i have been neglecting my baby for a very long time since my last update. nothing much to say actually. peeps, i wrote my last entry in an unstable mood. really! it came out from deep inside my heart. if only i have the guts to say that to my buddy. i wish i can... blergh, what a coward person i am. 

this recently, i'd opened up my album. the one and only album i have since years ago. i've got tonnes of piccas to be printed but then i had no time to that. as always, I AM BUSY. okay, back to the main topic. i opened up the album and saw those piccas inside it. oh damn. how i really miss those moments with family and friends. their piccas all inside the album. then, my eyes suddenly fixated on a picture, me and my friends together. i looked one by one. never skipped each faces there. 

then only i noticed something. i haven't meet one of my friends for about couples of months something. we only got the chance to meet each other only on Eid 2010. and i think it was the last time we met and catched up to each other. and i don't know till when we will meet again. coz she seemed to be hardly care bout me[i think]. well to my opinion, she just cares bout her bf only. i didn't make any comparison regarding this kind of matter. but then can't you say HI whenever you have the opportunity to do that? does your boyfriend is important compared to your friends?

okay, stop it Y! cool! maybe yes. yes that her bf is more important than us. she has the right to love and to be loved by her boyfriend ONLY. no one can stop her and please, just ignore her behavior. [reminder to myself] okay then i just glanced at my grade piccas and closed the album. the end.

Y.