braces

as-salam.

braces? yeah. it is BRACES. i've been craving for it since years ago. but my dad used to say 'boleh tak kau jangan pk mendalah tu'. eh, i punya sukalah nak pikir ke tak. the more he says that, the more i think about it. 

come on la. i have surveyed okay, actually it wasn't me but my aunt  some of the dental clinics that provide this service. is it called as service? okay, whatever. and i found there is a dental clinic in BBU nearby my grandpa's house. it is the same clinic that my cousin had his braces. and his mom said this clinic is one of the specialists.

and i know you are gonna say, 'no, your current teeth looks okay la' or blablabla and etc. okay people, look. to some of you, you might say it is a small matter. but to me, the person who is having this problem would not say that. you don't even know how i feel when some people LOOK AT MY TEETH WHEN I AM TALKING OR LAUGHING OR IN ANYWAY I AM. obviously, it is HORRIBLE AND IT IS NOT OKAY! like you said before, we are not in the same boat. 

see, this is what i meant. and some of you did say something like i have mentioned earlier but my instinct said that they really didn't mean it. they said that just to calm me down or to cheer me up. walhal dalam hati kau kata 'haa better kau pakai sebab gigi kau tu langsung takde selera aku nak tengok'. bahhh, your dialogue was totally different with your monologue [?????]. i may sound hard but this is the reality. stop mocking me laa.

and whenever i saw someone who is having a very nice teeth that are neatly arranged/stick at their own spot, i would definitely experience a very very low self-esteem. what a bad temperament!

i know it's gonna cost me and my father A LOT. it cannot be denied. tho the  down payment already cost like my father 2 months' salary. that is the reason why he keeps reminding me to just forget about the wish. it is something like a failed wish but i really want it. the least i can wait is until next year. and i really hope God will fulfill this so-called failed wish. 

i really put a very high expectations on it. 

p/s: i just noticed that there are toooooo many words of 'and' in this post. =)

Y.