as-salam.
hey, it's me. what's wrong with me? AH-HA. tension! ehh, not tension but more to dispirited. you know, every time when people come to my house to visit us, of course my parents would be the one who treat these people. sooo?
it's nothing. but each time they are chatting, they used to ask my parents about their children in terms of education. you got me? okay let me clarify it more details. to their proud, my sister is the only daughter that should be credited. i meant with the course she's taking, her achievement that she has been gone through with many sacrifices not so many, with stressful days and should i say she strives for the best? because she isn't a doctor yet but she is a doctor in the making.
i know, she's taking medical course, was a best student in her school, got 4 flat in her matriculation and now going venture to venture to be a doctor, one day. so they [my parents] just tell every progression concerning this brilliant daughter to those who are asking them. and my dad also said that I'M NOT QUALIFIED TO BE IN THE MEDICAL COURSE.
i know that am consistently failed in my add maths but when he said that, i felt useless. don't say things regarding qualification or whatnot because of my failures but at least say something that shows i'm not qualified in a different way, not in direct. it would only make me looks like a dumb. such a ruinous okay!
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we had talked bout this like sooooo many time..and i certainly can feel ur isolation..be cool..study hard and be an excellent tc like tc rokiah..that's the only way to open their eyes..if u're not qualified to be a doctor, it doesnt mean u're a useless daughter rite? ambition is not all about being doctor. it's about being true to urself..in exact, to be what u wanna be..
never across his mind that imma useless daughter. yeah it's true that ambition is not all about being a doc. but to my opinion, the path of being a doc is truly a proud to my parents. they know to be a doc is not easy bcoz students need to be in years of arduous study. that's the reason why they always have grinning smile when people keep on asking them about her..
im sure u hv something in which she doesnt hv..sooo go for it la.. competition is good for ur 'health' after all..so G doule O D GOOD~!!
now it's her time..urs will come someday..just struggle and wait..dont take that seriously..dont think too much..u'll comlicate matters..take all those things as a booster for ur upcoming success okay..
*i think ur dad is keen in 'reverse psychology'..did he took any psychology class before?
**sorry 4 the bad eng. hikhik
'take those things as a booster for ur upcoming success' , ok i will inshaAllah.
anyhow, he didnt take any psychology class before this but he learnt from his past and make it as a lesson plus his brother likes to give him advices and that advices will then come to us.
p/s: ur eng is better than me la. i had to use G.T tp search for the meaning of keen. hahaha
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